I wasnt Pirate Boys Treasure

I got played. Not only did I get played but Pirate Boy would like to continue playing me. He likes me really likes me. Boys never like me (ok so that is a lie but still) but he did. And he was different so different from the other boys I have liked. He was special. We were so compatible. And being around him was so easy. Then a girl that was my friend swooped in and stole him, fully knowing how I felt... such is life (congrats to her). When PB and I talked about it he said that he didnt expect that anything would change between us and that we would still be spending as much time together. And as much as he really really likes me right now he needs me to be his friend. WOW... we did however discuss the possibility of things happening when I get back from school, if we are both single. I am not counting on that. So like I have been saying all along to my mom, I think things with us would have been different if I wasnt going back to Idaho. But I am not going to stay here for a boy... and he didnt want me too. So why does he call me right after she leaves and ask me to come over? Of course I say no and just end up talking to him on the phone for awhile.
Im ok that he choose someone else, its not like I cant get over it and move on like I always do, I can find someone to fill that spot in my life. But I guess what is weird is the situation. Like that this came out of nowhere right after he told me that he liked me, and well some other things that we talked about just dont add up. But I can honestly say that I am happy for him and her and I hope that it all works out for them.
And who knows maybe at the end of my voyage at sea (ok BYU-Idaho) things will work out, but for now I am back to dating whoever asks. I already have a date for this Friday and a few lined up when I get back to school.
Im getting back in the saddle and its exciting! Not to mention the adventures I will have in Idaho!
So if you have anyone that you would like to set me up with... let me know!